He Saves.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

[[Announcement]]

I'm moving over to livejournal after this series of events. Its rather easy to use and i'm quite satisfied with it. so goodbye my dear blog after being with me for 4 years. I'll leave the blog online since it holds many memories dear to me and also for convenience sake. so i'll be seeing you guys at timorockstaryeo.livejournal.com

the rockstar blogged @|11:29 PM|

Friday, July 25, 2008

[[Thoughts]]

I feel like playing my piano. I do that when i'm stressed. I feel stressed. but anyways, i feel very tired. i don't know why but i just feel that way. haha. now i just feel like typing and typing because its quite resemblent to playing the piano. my fingers get to move about and i feel rather free. okay i know its really weird but typing really really fast makes me feel better. i think i'll go mad if i don't find a way to destress. after listening to what yingxuan told me today i feel slightly different now. maybe its just that i think too much on my part. like taking the simplest things and making it seem so complex. but its difficult to let it go. maybe i need my dosage of private practice. it's been stuck at episode 9 for a couple weeks already and i am craving more tear jerking drama. thank god for jason mraz. details in the fabric definitely calms me down a fair bit.
its not that i don't know, but i just need to get over it. i'm sorry.

are the things that make you blow hell no reason go out and scream. if you're shocked its just the fault of faulty manufacturing.

the rockstar blogged @|1:06 PM|

Thursday, July 24, 2008

[[Friendship]]

I used to think that friendship was a very simple relationship. but yet its like a thread; though seemingly simple, the intricate weaves of micro fibers make it what it looks like. sometimes the complexity of something so simple just astounds me. the micro fibers are like emotions. Friendship is based on emotions and bonds. Best friends have simple covalent bonds connected in a tetrahedral 3-d network. It is so strong that it is almost impossible to break. Yet like a diamond, it is so difficult to forge. Only going through trials and tribulations can a friendship become such a stoic one. Yet sometimes simple words can scratch the friendship, but they will never break it. I deeply treasure friendship. Do you?

the rockstar blogged @|11:49 PM|

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I donated blood today. It didn't hurt. I'm proud of myself.

GP tuition with the cool crew yesterday was good fun. It definitely brought about some benefit and also new discoveries.

the rockstar blogged @|10:54 PM|

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

[[JC is coming to an end already?]]

I've been thinking of this for a couple of days now. So many what ifs in JC. What if i had not joined squash and gone with band instead? What if i had not appealed to do the 4H2 combination? What if I had chosen to go to ACJC instead of NY? What if i had done arts instead of science? What if i had given up my place in 0725 to Noel? What if i had pushed myself a little harder and shined a little brighter? What if I never met my cool crew? What if I gave up and just quit JC?

JC life is coming to an end. It only seems like yesterday when we first started, when we first introduced ourselves. When Irwin made us introduce ourselves to each other during tuition just now, it reminded me so much of when we first started out as a class. Hearing 'Hi, I'm Danielle, Hi, I'm Ashley, Hi, I'm Keefe, Hi, I'm Martin' sort of brought back a sense of nostalgia and a sudden sense of foreign relations. It has been a short two years. Jam packed with plenty of running for lessons, class disputes, class camaraderie, outings, night studies, bubble teas, lunches and laughing. I think about all the what ifs and what nots that i could have done. I think of all the maybes and how abouts. I think of all the what should have beens and why nots. Then i think, I don't regret my choices. I love my choices and I have God to thank for that. I know that whether it was a good choice or a bad choice i made, every second that I have lived in Nanyang JC has been worth it.

As we look on to the last 98 days spent together as a class,
Let us not look back on what we could have done.
Instead, let us see how we can use the next 98 days to progress from a class,
To friends for life.

Dum Spiro Spero,
Class of 0725
Nanyang Junior College.

the rockstar blogged @|11:17 PM|

Saturday, July 19, 2008

[[Sing Fest 2008]]

That stupid jingyi is tempting me to go for SingFest 2008 with her. But its wayyyy to expensive lehh! then she broke down the price for me saying it amounts to 30 cents a minute. i was like ?????? that girl is way ANAL i tell you. A-N-A-L. you spend too much free time thinking up the most warped ideas! Oh and i bought a new backpack for school. It looks rather crappy and is rather short but my mum paid for it and i need it to tide me through the next two months of school. Hence. I will carry it around. haha. okay. i'm done here.

the rockstar blogged @|7:37 PM|

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

[[Graded jaded]]

okay, my midyear results have been lackluster but on the bright side, i've managed to improve on every subject except for GP. but somehow i managed to get off the GP remedial programme and hence i'm home blogging this post whilst my class is still in school doing comprehension papers. i'm beginning to get my groove going for my mugging sessions already, considering the fact that i've managed to complete my approximation tutorial and i've begun to do my recurrence tutorial, and not forgetting being able to keep up with my chem and econs. i really do believe that i'm gonna score As for my a level. so let's all just keep our fingers crossed shall we?

the rockstar blogged @|3:55 PM|

Saturday, July 12, 2008

[[Tennis Escapades]]

If you don't know, i've been really digging tennis this past couple weeks. Thanks to that crazy noel who got me started. But i have to admit its really really addictive and beneficial for me. Kotani Yoshikazu, here i come! anyhoohaas, i realised that getting addicted to tennis makes you rather desperate as well. my classic example would be on Wednesday night. Two desperate agassi/nadaal/federer wannabes were desperately searching for tennis courts to play.

well, noel asked me if i wanted to play tennis and i agreed, so after my much awaited sushi buffet outing with regi and yiching, i went home to change and get ready. then i called him to ask if he booked courts and he said no. great. so i looked out my window and lo and behold, court three was empty! so i quickly called him and told him to go down. then he told me to go ahead first and book the court. so i rushed down only to realise that some bugger grabbed it already. like hello people? don't you guys need to work? its only wednesday night. so i met noel at the clubhouse and we decided to go to school to play! (yes, the wonders of staying opposite our institution of choice). we walked into school and again, the tennis team was training or at least trying to. so we were quite bummed, until the genius in me said, why not sneak into amaranda gardens to play? fantastic idea, no? so we walked out of school and towards amaranda gardens. as we confidently strode into the condo, the security guards stopped us and questioned us. bummer. so we were like, errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... then we walked out. ahahahahaha. how embarassing. so noel and i decided to try school again thinking, wow. its eight already, hence the tennis boys should be gone. but noooooooo, they still were trying to train. feeling desperate we considered several options of which included breaking into chuan park, sneaking into springbloom and climbing over the school fence into amaranda gardens. of course being the rational and logical people we are, we decided to go back to chiltern and try our luck. but obviously we don't seem to have the dumb luck our darling monkey friend has and hence no available courts. so we did the next best thing, sneak into springbloom. we practically loitered outside the side gate for like 15 minutes for someone to arrive to open the gate. then finally when our target arrived, noel ran for the door and caught it just before the latch snapped shut. and we were in! so we walked all the way to their tennis courts and lo and behold there was no one playing! and thus there were no floodlights on either. undeterred, we two despos played in the dark for about half an hour until finally the lights in one court came on! hallelujah, praise the Lord! but i desperately needed to pee. so i went to the toilet and at the same time bought drinks. on my return, a girl came into the court with her racket and balls and that was like our doomsday messenger. again, we were not deterred and so i asked her, excuse me? how do you switch on the floodlights? and she said we had to go to the guard house to book the courts. so i went, oh, okay. noel suggested telling her the truth so as to obtain her unit number to book the court but i felt strongly against it. hence we decided to take any random unit number from the letterbox and just book the court. muahahahaha. just as we reached the guardhouse, i realised i have a friend staying in the condo. (yes, i have my moments) and so i called my friend and asked for her help to book the court! being the nice friend she is, she gladly told me her unit number and block so i could book it. and voila~ two happy tennis desperados playing tennis in springbloom. by that time it was 9.10. and we met at 7.30.

the rockstar blogged @|7:49 PM|